Thursday, December 6, 2012

Can You Feel My Pain?

Well can you? I know. I know. What am I talking about? I'm talking about my hair. I am so frustrated with it. I don't know what to do with it except keep cutting it. I don't know if I posted the picture of when I cut off my year natural hair growth.

Well a few months since then I have cut it some more, colored it, cut more, put a relaxer in it (I know ew), and now it's just looking a hot mess. I literally want to use the #1 guard on my clippers and have at it. I've seen some beautiful pictures of women with a bald head. I want that. I've had that if I may say so myself.

It was easy and breezy and I loved it. I never intended to keep it short. The plan was to let it grow long and curly. I let it grow, but it was always dry. No matter what I did the moisture didn't stay in my hair long. I grew frustrated and so I cut it. Now I miss my dry curls and the length I had attained. That is the first time I have admitted that I regret cutting my hair. At this point I want to shave it off again, start fresh with products that I know worked for me, and grow a healthy head of curls. My plan this time though I may wear a wig. I really don't have the patience to care for it right now and the grow out process. I'm not sure why it didn't bother me before, but I can't do it right now. So that is the plan. Let me know your experiences with frustrating hair moments. I'd love to know I'm not the only one.